tacing

macam biasa rutin aku amek sofea dr sekolah dan borak ngn dia dalam kereta. decided nk masak jer semalam sbb dah kecewa dengan foodpanda. kesian sofea lapar tunggu nasik tk sampai sampai. and among the conversation semalam was,

“mama Sofea tanak besar. Sofea nk kecik jer so bole main dengan mama”

Β sedih nya dengar. hmm aku ni pn kalo boleh biar dia baby jer. yg bole cakap sikit sikit jer tuh. yg masih bole dukung. tak payah nk besar sangat lah. nanti dah pandai bercinta lagi parah. mana dah dia letak mama ngn daddy dia.

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dari dulu aku selalu terfikir kalo laa ada orang kecewa kan Sofea mesti aku sedih. camane arwah abah sedih bila orang kecewa kan aku. huu tanak pikir lah nnt aku makin tacing.

xoxo

Happy Father’s Day

i don’t know what spell he chanted. seriously super garang by nature. but at the same time the best-est daddy Sofea could ever asked for πŸ˜‚ ( ehem, i am still here )

and this view is normal even after a long lecture. even after a ‘drama air mata’ they’ll magnet-ed to each other again ( i’m a third wheeler, guys πŸ˜ͺ)

We love you ❀️ and this man deserves a shout out,

Happy father’s day, Daddy πŸ€

 

xoxo

Stay Strong

had my dinner with a friend. we had some girls session. something i normally don’t fancy doing 😌

i can listen to a lot of stories, but not about you being cheated. haihh it just made me so emotional. whenever i see that pain in her eyes, i know her heart shattered. worse, when she tried to appear strong πŸ˜₯ it was too painful to see that she was still trying her best to find the slightest possibility to save everything she has.

it’s okay to love. it is okay to be hurt sometimes. we can fight. we can talk. we can disagree and be good again. be together again. and fight again. but please don’t lie to each other 😒

xoxo

I Gave Up

finally.

i have decided to give up on you. may be it is not meant for me this year. i am no enemy of your time, but my timeline doesn’t suit yours for now πŸ’”

no matter how much i want something, no matter how much hope i have, it just won’t happen sometimes πŸ˜”

some other time, may be.

xoxo