oh Sofea !

yassss, it’s Saturday again.

semalam after the sushi dinner daddy left for an open house. the house was a bit messy. so i decided to clean it up a bit. despite of my sore body i know i just have to do it. hahah πŸ˜–Β sebenar nya sentap sendiri bila beliau pegi dapur and still ada periuk nasik tak cuci. kohkohkoh.

lepas tu biasa laa Sofea tanya macam macam. then i suddenly heard her singing a new song, probably the one she learned from her school. pastu dalam hati terfikir, anak aku ni lagu macam macam dah tahu. alfatihah dah pandai baca ke idok ? nervous tau 😫

pastu tanya laa dia, “Sofea dah pandai baca alfatihah blom ?”

and she said, “no”

gulp ! 😣

so i recited the surah and asked her to follow my voice. tapi dah pesan dgr and baca baik baik.

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and she recited well. siap tanya lagi, “ape dia mama? cuba ulang sofea tak jelas”

haa camtu ayat dia. so i was happy.

bila dah setel “Γ£mΔ«nn” dia pn senyum and tanya, “mama, okay tak Sofea baca ?”

i replied, ” okay la tu. nnt baca lagi yee”

she again asked, ” are sure mama ?”

i said,” yes sayang”

she looked at me macam nak mencari kepastian in my eyes.

” so dah boleh main. yes !”

berlari ke ruang tamu amek Barbie dia terus sambung menyanyi.

πŸ˜‘

xoxo

Happy Father’s Day

i don’t know what spell he chanted. seriously super garang by nature. but at the same time the best-est daddy Sofea could ever asked for πŸ˜‚ ( ehem, i am still here )

and this view is normal even after a long lecture. even after a ‘drama air mata’ they’ll magnet-ed to each other again ( i’m a third wheeler, guys πŸ˜ͺ)

We love you ❀️ and this man deserves a shout out,

Happy father’s day, Daddy πŸ€

 

xoxo

Eid 2018

selamat hari raya everyone ! ❀️

this is my second year of #teamrayasolo. secretly praying that no one should go through this feeling on raya celebration. Β last year was in Ipoh for a road trip. and this year we make it a little farther. away from all the ketupat rendang thingy.

he was the last one to leave last night. haha i know he tried his best to stay the longest possible. just to make sure that lonely syndrome does not hit me again this year. thank you so much and it is very much appreciated 😘

Sofea left on last Wednesday. it feels so empty when she’s not around. i miss her terribly. just praying that she will be in the hand of the Almighty. keep her safe and happy. sending her all the love from far.

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selamat hari raya again & maaf zahir batin. i love  you, one, two and three forever 🌿

xoxo

Fatty crab

Another round for fatty crab tonight ☺️

Was here two days ago with my friend. But you know i always have this issue. I want to be here with my loved ones 😘 it won’t be the same if they are not around.

And tadaa here we are tonight !

❀️

Stay Strong

had my dinner with a friend. we had some girls session. something i normally don’t fancy doing 😌

i can listen to a lot of stories, but not about you being cheated. haihh it just made me so emotional. whenever i see that pain in her eyes, i know her heart shattered. worse, when she tried to appear strong πŸ˜₯ it was too painful to see that she was still trying her best to find the slightest possibility to save everything she has.

it’s okay to love. it is okay to be hurt sometimes. we can fight. we can talk. we can disagree and be good again. be together again. and fight again. but please don’t lie to each other 😒

xoxo